Monday, December 4, 2017

Marvelous reality

I took this pic with my Iphone


This morning when I woke up I told God that I wanted to see him daily in more organic and practical ways. You see, I’ve seen God do miracles; one of my bests friends was paralyzed in a wheel chair for months, with no hopes to walk any time soon. But one day, people prayed with her, and miraculously she started walking right there and there. My aunt and (other people I know) could NOT have kids, but we all prayed and had faith and my aunt has now 3 kids (and the other people have kids too). My sister almost died after a surgery, but God, oh my God he showed up and my sister is alive and healthy, raising her two beautiful daughters. And I could go on about more miracles he has done, but then I wouldnt be done writing…I have seen God work miracles, but I’ve been wanting to see him on the ordinary, on the simplicity of daily living. So I went about my day, like usual, and nothing happened out of the extraordinary.

In the afternoon, I decided to go to our community recreational facility to work, which is like 3 blocks from the house; I usually drive there but Today I rode my bike (I should do it more often, love bike riding!) I got there, sat to work, things went as usual, nothing out of the ordinary, except that it was a little chilly- at least for me- and a new song that popped up on the music player that I never heard before “seasons change” by Michael Ketterer. I automatically connected and loved the song immediately. I don’t understand why I never heard it before. My heart needed it, but then again, it came right on time. So when it was time leave, I took the bike, put on my headphones and played the song on repeat, yes on repeat!

I started riding the bike slowly, not sure why-maybe I was just too tired. After all, I’ve been breaking night almost every night for school and woke up extra early today to study for a test. Any who, as I pedaled away, enjoying this new song playing in my ears I noticed the heavens, the trees around me, and of course how beautiful our neighborhood is. 
I looked up once again, and was mesmerized by the colorful beauty bestowed on the sky. The pastel pink and blue, the gray, orange, white clouds and the sun dressing up my evening. And right there, I said “I know some people don’t believe in God, and that’s their choice; but I wonder who do they attribute the beautiful and glorious colors that dress up the sunset in the sky. I wonder whose marvelous fingers so soft, artistic they think can paint with such precision and harmony? I wondered who they think has the power to send the clouds to come out and kiss the wind. Who asks them all to come out at a certain time, place and put on their most exclusive gowns to adorn the sunsets? Really, who?

Disney and their magical stories fell short at the sight of this majestic reality, our, reality, yours and my reality!

God showed up in the ordinary, or perhaps He has always been there, but I have been so busy trying to find Him on the usual, in my box. But Hes always outside the box; and so outside of the box so that we don’t miss the chance to experience Him. Thank you God for that! and help me keep this in mind at ALL TIMES. 

Thank you God, because in the most simplistic manner you took my breath away, like nobody ever has! I mean nobody has ever surprised me with the love I had requested just a couple of hours before. I felt so loved, so special that I got to be there and felt like it was only you and I in the world. I hope everyone gets to experience you outside of the box, in the ordinary, most simple, organic way Today.

I wanna love you like you love me.

Sincerely yours!

Yamelly Pena





Saturday, December 2, 2017

Tu sueño...juntos volemos

Quien soy?
Eso te preguntabas y me preguntabas
Más yo estaba segura,
Segura de la inocencia, dulzura, pasión, honestidad, 
de lo que está lleno de mi corazón: ternura
Difícil de creer en este tiempo,
Más difícil, demostrar ser sincero
Pero mi corazón nunca tiene máscaras
Siempre anda desnudo
Y vistiéndome la sonrisa y la mirada
Tan puro, que a algunos los espanta
¿Con miedos? Si,
Apostando a si mismo se queda sin nada
Lo entrega todo: miedos y alma
Nunca he vendido el corazón
No tiene precio, de mi sentimientos, la casa
Comparto el sol de mis mañanas
Bajaría la luna, la llevo a tu casa
Adornaría de estrellas tus madrugadas
Rica sin dinero, ni lujos
Invaluable el amor de mis alas
La que arriesga todo
Da de lo que tiene y lo que le falta
La que acaricia suavemente el alma
La que besa las heridas
Y con amor y paciencia las sana
La que suspende la vida
regalar un suspiro que mata
La que no escatima pérdidas
Pues perdiendo ella siempre gana
Intensa, tierna, impulsiva, alegre
y apasionada
Luchadora, detallista, agresiva-no violenta-, 
desinteresada
Amante de la música, la poesía
Las historias de amor, la esperanza
El sacrificio, su bandera
De compasión Tatuada
Y aunque ha sido herida
El amor se multiplica en su barca
Ama más que la última vez
Océano de amor que no acaba...

Pensaste que era igual a las demás
Pero las apariencias engañan.
es todo lo que sueñas
pero tienes miedo a amarla
despues de tantos inviernos
con ternura quiere cobijarte el alma
abracemos los miedos juntos
sin sacrificio no se gana

toma mi mano y volemos
conoceras la felicidad donde menos lo esperabas

Yamelly Pena